SUNDAY - 9th MAY 2010

I cried in the bathroom night night.
Because customers were being such a bitch. If you don't want to miss the first part of the movie, come and collect your movie tickets 8 hours before okay?? If you want fresh nachos chips, go and buy them at the NTUC, okay??
And please, read the bloody fcuking signboard properly can??
Kalau aku cakap aku tak boleh serve tu, kirakan aku tak boleh serve lahhh. Walaupon takde orang kt blkng kau. Bodoh.
Aku rasa mak kau pon tak nak jaga kau lagi sebab kau tu degil sngt.
Taknak dgr ckp org.
Nak ikot ckp kau ajer.

I cried in the bathroom last night.
Because I was very angry with my Theatre Manager who looked down on me when I said I want to concentrate on my studies for the time being. But I will be back. Maybe during the holidays.
And you know what that female dog who doesnt know how to speak proper english and her voice thru the walkie talkie is a total distraction and yet got the audacity to look down on me and say right to my face; "no need to study lahhh. Your face where got the study study type one???"
Even my mother never demoralise me this way before.
I don't know how her husband and children can tolerate her.

I cried in the bathroom last night.
Because I was so fcuked up with my hire purchase company who still haven't post me the relevant documents.
I applied on 21 April 2010 and it's been more that two weeks liao.
And the laptop company customer service officer who answers the call was so unfriendly.
I think after every phonecall, she would bang down her telephone and started singing;
"Stop callin', stop callin', i don't wanna think anymore"
"I left my head and my heart on the dance floor"
Now i'm using cousin's laptop and she doesnt have the 2007 version.
But i dont blame her.
It's not about her at all, in the first place.
And now, I'm stucked with the stoopid excel module and no one is willing to help me.
And still got the audacity to say, "wah, we all thinking very hard and you very relaxing ah."
How about you always asking me to hold your 2.3kg laptop & always cutting my queue whenever I was queuing up to pay for something??

And I cried to sleep.

And now, I feel like crying because mum's been telling all the aunties about our family problems but she herself doesnt want to ask for legal help.
I know she doesn't want to see me like this and she will end up advising me,
"mak taknak cerita kat kau sebab kau nak sekolah."
Which means she doesnt want me to think too much as it will affect my studies.

And I would like to wish my mother, A HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.

I know i've been a very stubborn daughter for all these 18 +++ years.

But I know I'm not THATTTT bad, right?? :)

I LOVE YOU, MUM! :)))