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PS; I'm so sorry but I just can't help it.
THAT syndrome is back after 1 month.
More videos to come.
Arigato. (:

✖ miss lollipop@ 9:46 PM

HARUS SELALU KAU TAHU;
AKULAH HATI YANG TELAH KAU SAKITI

PS: note that the motive of this video is to focus on enda, okay??
okay go. (:

✖ miss lollipop@ 10:47 AM

UNGU - DILEMA CINTA

Seberapa salahkah diriku
Hingga kau sakiti aku begitu menusukku
Inikah caramu membalas
Aku yang selalu ada saat kau terluka

Seberapa hinanya diriku
Hingga kau ludahi semua yang ku beri untukmu
Tak ada satu pun perasaan yang mampu membuatku begitu terluka

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

Telah ku coba segala cara
‘Tuk bahagiakan kamu
Merebut hatimu
Namun tak semudah yang ku bayangkan
Bila kau tak inginkan ku ’tuk di sisimu

Tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya
Menginginkan dirinya hingga ku tak kuasa
Meyakini hatiku bahwa ku mampu berlalu

PS; pianist = guitarist = mesmerizing = mendayu dayu = scream for endyyyyyyyyyy!!!

✖ miss lollipop@ 4:13 PM

This boy is super cute.
Dgn muke-muke.
Semangat berkobar-kobar.
Muke dia mcm aqeel shauqi.
Okay diam. Shhhhhhh.

✖ miss lollipop@ 11:06 PM

Thursday - 27th May 2010

Only God & Suhaila know how I felt when a secondary school junior tapped my shoulder just to bid goodbye to me. (:

I LIKE IT!!! (:

✖ miss lollipop@ 10:34 PM

Sunday - 23rd may 2010

I still can't believe that I actually made it to the Universal Studios Singapore.
All thanks to Sister and Maybank Family Da 2010.
We were there from 1130 to 2100.
Cool shit or what??
Took most of the rides.
But we missed KungFu Panda.
Seeing my mum take the roller coaster made me feel that I have such a cool mother.
I LOVE YOU MUM!!!

PS; Below is the favorite picture at the moment.
More can be found on FB. (:

✖ miss lollipop@ 10:09 PM

Saturday - 22nd May 2010

Initial plan was to rollerblade but all of us just don't have the skills so we just stick to cycling. But there was this 100+ Geylang Serai Marathon and they conquered the whole track. And i was hit by a nigger runner okay. While he was drinking water. And he actually touched my shoulder to avoid from falling towards me. Can you imagine his sweat and the spilled water?? Idk if the water is from the cup or from his mouth. Damn disgusting, can??

But we made it to the Bedok Jetty. As usual, took jumpshots.
After returning the bikes, chilled at MaCafe and went to Simpang Bedok for dinner. You wouldn't want to know what happened during the journey to Simpang Bedok. (:

✖ miss lollipop@ 8:54 PM

friday - 21st may 2010

Decision Support With Spreadsheet
-Group Journal before next Friday
-Problem Based Learning 1 solution
-20 minutes presentation in Business Formal Wear on 4th June, 2010

Business Management
-A visit to some retail shops to see how they plan their business
-Brush up our prawning business project
-Improve our article presentation

Macroeconomics
-Courseware project; some Price Statistics Calculator thingy
-An article on some econs affairs
-Tutorial Questions

Business Law
-Tutorial Questions

Life Management Skills
-Roleplay on Conflict
-E-learning postages

So now, anybody wants to give a helping hand?? (:

✖ miss lollipop@ 10:09 PM

friday - 21st May 2010

E-learning week starts on Monday

& fyi, e-learning is definitely not a holiday.

& it's not even a break okay.

You still have to read the lecture notes, do the tutorial questions, and do your projects, okay.

It's just that you do it in the comfort of your home.

& trust me, i'm gonna spend my 7 days of e-learning meeting up with my group members to finish up the projects,

I never know that achieving a Diploma is THISSS hard.

School of Business & Accountancy somemore.

✖ miss lollipop@ 9:52 PM

Friday - 21st may 2010

My family & I are going for a holiday this July.

To celebrate Mum's birthday.

Not going to Korea or Japan though.

Just to Pulau Langkawi.

And now my sisters are so excited.

✖ miss lollipop@ 9:48 PM

wednesday - 19th may 2010

Just like my facebook status, I talked about human beings who are never appreciative and grateful for what they already have. Maybe that's what being human is all about.

Maybe in the future, I'll just ignore the calls. Because they just can't seem to understand what I'm trying to convey there. This is not the case of aku-susah-aku-carik-kau-and-bila-aku-senang-aku-buang-kau, right?? It's more like aku-susah-ke-senang-korang-tak-kisah-pon. The decision is mine to make. They thought if I agree to THAT one, which means I will always agree to the next, next and the next one.

But the irony is, I've been doing this job for more than 24 months and I can stick to it. I promised my TE that i wont post my thoughts on FB wall. So here I am, posting it on my blog.

But please, colleague(s) who are reading this, don't be such a busybody and go tell everybody about this okay. There are things when you can be a busybody & when you can be concerned. If the concerned part, I'll be touched, don't worry. But if you want to ask me anything and see if I'm breaking down or broken down already, you're welcome to do so(:

✖ miss lollipop@ 7:53 AM

FRIDAY - 14th MAY 2010

Have you guys feel THISSS kind of feeling before??
The feeling when you got something that you've been waiting for nearly a month??
Yeap, I've got my laptop.
And thanks to my group members, I've caught up with all the DSS PBL. Thanks girls.
Microsoft 2007 rocks big time. (:

✖ miss lollipop@ 10:01 PM

Nothing beats than an ex-secondary schoolmate who acknowledged you at traffic light after 3 long years. (:

✖ miss lollipop@ 10:04 PM

WEDNESDAY - 12TH MAY 2010

EVENT: GRADUATION CEREMONY; COLLEGE CENTRAL; SCHOOL OF BUSINESS AND SERVICES; CLASS OF MARCH 2010.

VEUNE: AUDITORIUM LEVEL 3; ITE COLLEGE EAST

Despite having to attend the Grad Ceremony at 2.30pm, I still came for the so-redundant LMS Assignment for 3 hours form 8am to 11am.

But Grad Ceremony rocks big time.
I just like the part when people just don't understand the meaning of formal wear. Some came with Cotton On flowery dress, mini skirts, sneakers and even seluar-singkat-aka-Singapore-Banjir.
Haiz. Very disappointing.

But the choir part was awesome. Sedap gila suara oi.

After that was tea reception and photo taking session. And everyone were so excited. Especially me; because I-know-fizah-know-public-don't-know. LOL.

SO girls, next time do come down for your graduation ceremony because who knows you might get to take pictures with your crush(es) whom who have been eyeing on since the last 2 years in school. *kening angkat angkat*

& the best part of the best part is when you receive THAT certificate which says;
"It is hereby certified that having successfully completed the programme of study and passed the prescribed examinations was awarded the on .

Oh pleaseeee shuddup. :))))

✖ miss lollipop@ 8:48 PM

SUNDAY - 9th MAY 2010

I cried in the bathroom night night.
Because customers were being such a bitch. If you don't want to miss the first part of the movie, come and collect your movie tickets 8 hours before okay?? If you want fresh nachos chips, go and buy them at the NTUC, okay??
And please, read the bloody fcuking signboard properly can??
Kalau aku cakap aku tak boleh serve tu, kirakan aku tak boleh serve lahhh. Walaupon takde orang kt blkng kau. Bodoh.
Aku rasa mak kau pon tak nak jaga kau lagi sebab kau tu degil sngt.
Taknak dgr ckp org.
Nak ikot ckp kau ajer.

I cried in the bathroom last night.
Because I was very angry with my Theatre Manager who looked down on me when I said I want to concentrate on my studies for the time being. But I will be back. Maybe during the holidays.
And you know what that female dog who doesnt know how to speak proper english and her voice thru the walkie talkie is a total distraction and yet got the audacity to look down on me and say right to my face; "no need to study lahhh. Your face where got the study study type one???"
Even my mother never demoralise me this way before.
I don't know how her husband and children can tolerate her.

I cried in the bathroom last night.
Because I was so fcuked up with my hire purchase company who still haven't post me the relevant documents.
I applied on 21 April 2010 and it's been more that two weeks liao.
And the laptop company customer service officer who answers the call was so unfriendly.
I think after every phonecall, she would bang down her telephone and started singing;
"Stop callin', stop callin', i don't wanna think anymore"
"I left my head and my heart on the dance floor"
Now i'm using cousin's laptop and she doesnt have the 2007 version.
But i dont blame her.
It's not about her at all, in the first place.
And now, I'm stucked with the stoopid excel module and no one is willing to help me.
And still got the audacity to say, "wah, we all thinking very hard and you very relaxing ah."
How about you always asking me to hold your 2.3kg laptop & always cutting my queue whenever I was queuing up to pay for something??

And I cried to sleep.

And now, I feel like crying because mum's been telling all the aunties about our family problems but she herself doesnt want to ask for legal help.
I know she doesn't want to see me like this and she will end up advising me,
"mak taknak cerita kat kau sebab kau nak sekolah."
Which means she doesnt want me to think too much as it will affect my studies.

And I would like to wish my mother, A HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.

I know i've been a very stubborn daughter for all these 18 +++ years.

But I know I'm not THATTTT bad, right?? :)

I LOVE YOU, MUM! :)))

✖ miss lollipop@ 3:16 PM

FRIDAY - 7th MAY 2010

A date with Faezah Rams.

Do accept my apology for coming 36mins late.

I don't care how many rounds you had tawaf the Vivo City & Harbourfront Centre.

Atleast I gave you the chance to get yourself a pair of shoes for your graduation ceremony. :)

Proceeded to have lunch at Banquet Harbourfront.

Their hokkien mee rocks big time, i tell you.

Sotong dia punya lahhhh besar.

HOHOHO.

After lunch, caught Shutter Island.

Just when I was about to curse that boring movie, it got more and more interesting.

But I have to admit, I did dozed off for a while.

HAHAHA.

But the ending was interesting.

And you girls and guys got to believe this.
Senario was just beside our table at Banquet.
Seriously in a tak-boleh-elak-situation.
First, we saw Azlee eating alone.
Okay kita buat bodoh.
Then I went to buy the food.
And Wahid was there.
When I was waiting for my food, Wahid wanted to take the chilli.
Obviously he said excuse me lahhh kan.
& I gave way to him lorrrr.
& the convo went like this;
W:ait,jauh nah kau melompat dek.
Me: (smiles)
W: buat ape kt sini?? keje ke ape??
Me: Tak keje lah.
W:abih keje dekat mane??
Me:Dekat di mata, jauh di hati.
W:ait, ada ke company mcm gitu??
Me: Ada. Bapak saya yang punya. *laughs*
W: tkde saya tanye betol betol. dtg sini keje ke ape??
Me: tak. saje jalan2 nk tngk wyg.
W: okay lah, selamat menonton wayang.